Struggling to Cope
I got derailed last night, and ended up saying I wanted to go back home. I’m such an unstable person. And now I’ve ruined everything. Maybe I can make it all alright again…
I’m sitting in lounge area at a backpackers, writing away on my EeePC, feeling rather miserable about what I have done. We’ll see what happens. Not even sure if I can get the overdraft limit I requested for my bank account approved. If not, I’ll have to go back home anyway. Have run out of money fairly quickly.
Taras is rather annoyed with me too. Since he’s been at conference all week, he hasn’t really been able to hang out with me either. Hopefully I get to see him after he gets back from his hike tomorrow. Think he’s still going for an overnight hike despite the horrible weather outside.
I dunno how to fix. I actually don’t want to go home at all. This is what I get for being so damn emotional and insecure.